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♥ Monday, July 7, 2008
I dont know what to post here right now...been days since i posted..guess things been fine..went out wif joann this couple of days..in a way at least...whoooppiiee...now its youth day..GGGGAAAAHHHHH SCREW THIS STUPID DAY!!!!!i hate it it!!!!i dont know whats my problem now...i dont know if i shld jus let thngs be..or just die right now...i wish singapore could just have a metal concert just once..i think all the hatred i have would be gone..haiz.....m so mixed up with feelings right now...even i dont know if i shld call my most preacious angel right now...looks like i guess my days are numbered....i hope that before i die or anything happens to me..i pray sincerely..that i can have my most preacious moments with my darling joann...shes so sweet to me..always..n yet i repay her sweetness with bitterness at times..i wonder whats wrong with me...to me...it seems like as though god's trying to test me...of cos with satan n his legions of course...seems like the pain n burden i bear...is slowly awakening...i have always promised her..that i'll lover her till i cant..i decided to make that promise true..after all..if the words someone said is true...i better make my relationship with joann the best i and she can..ever have.... Enough about my reflection already...haiz..still aint cheered up..geez...i miss my darling so so so so so so so sooooooo much!!!!!!gaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!wanna hug her right now...feel so down...i guess i have to make my promises n her dreams coem true..i ahve too...i faield in my other relationships..i dont want her to be the last n the most dead n dry one...joann's b'dae is coming in 2 months n 27 days time..looks like i gotta make it emorable for her...gotta try again.. guess that's all i have to say....nothing much about today..jus msn..listen music..blah blah... have a good day people..