♥ Monday, October 13, 2008
fck la.....haiz....feel so crappy now...oh..mroning ppl...haiz...as u can see this past few days hasnt been fine..i miss my darling so much..yet...i dont noe wats wrong wif me...jus msg her jus now that will call her at 11.30 n onwards..parents jus left...at least now i am alone...finally can listen to my metal songs again..i so need it...my heart feels so terrible now..haiz...yesterday was kinda of a bad day....some1...had to spoil my day by saying..by in a way blaming me..for all the things that i have done..i admit that its my fault...but y cant the person jus give it up start a new like we jus met???i had been so persistent...but giving her frank attitude...seems impossible for us...haiz...even being frens again is bullshit to her...she siad i hurt her..but wats she doing to me now is even worse..i guess wat she said is true...but i have change..cant she see that?wait i forgot...she ignored me for over dunno how many months after since i got together wif my sweet girlfriend...now all i can live on is my sweet girlfriend..haiz..i cant wait any longer..so need call joann now :(...onli she can make me feel better..so need hug her sia...plus since my mind is in such swirl i forgot if tomorow got sch or not...haiz...if have i wan meet my darling sia..miss her soooo much :p!!!!well im trying to be happy now..partibhan on9 lol...he asking for guitarist :p...lol
try blog again later...lol...
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